This one's for you

baby you my everything, you all i ever wanted. we could do it real big, bigger than you've ever done it. you be up on everything. other hoes aint never on it. i want this forever, i swear i can spend whatever on it. Cause she hold me down, everytime i hit her up. When I get right I promise that we gonna live it up. She make me beg for it till she give it up... And I say the same thing every single time:

I say you the fuckin best, you the fucking best, you the fuckin best.
you're the best i ever had, best i ever had, best i ever had...

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i've never felt so insecure, so mind-fucked, and so confused....
could this be another insanity of my heart being frightened... maybe to death of breaking?

my question: why do we live? do we live to suffer through pain, broken bones....
love?

i've never felt my mind always on one person. everytime i try to block her out, it seems like my body is going to shut down. i'm unsure of this sensation, but my body is over-heating at the thought.

have you ever thought about a man and a woman... love them dearly both, but wanted to be with them both, but you just can't?
it hurts...

it really hurts...